Adulation of Harlotry Warmth

I seeketh a heart amongst thee,
Saviours of the darkest night,
Seeds of forsaken mothers...
Their bare grace of misery
Is the treat for this, this unfeeling heart
That lives in men’s lifeless chests,
It beats because it morns the fall
Of a love he kept for his sweet wife;
The lone reason for his strife.
By day, we shame them,
Yes, we hate them
And call them harlots!
Yet we live through their silver shadows
And embrace their disgrace with hypocrisy.
Their eyes hypnotise eyes of he that stares
At their iniquity; their only power over strong men.
In streets they wander,
In minds they wonder
Why they are who they are;
Mirrors of life’s essence.
We are to blame...
For we worship each stride they make,
Every curve of their cadaver,
We love like that of our wives.’
Is it because they satisfy our earthly desires,
Smire us with their priced love
And whisk our angst with delight ?
Cry not O’ beautiful one!
I’ll not forsake you,
I’ll hold you till daylight
And they’ll find us as one,
Like honey and milk we shall be,
Your lips as sweet as wine
I’ll kiss them like never before...
O’ bring glee to my lone soul!
Your eyes as warm as wool,
Are the pride of any woman,
In my mind, I’ll love you not
For it is to betray the quintessence
Of my feeling heart...
This is why I seeketh a heart amongst thee.

A Gory Enchantment

With death before my eyes
I sigh and hope it falls now,
This blood in the snow
Has been shed to relinquish
This hopeless devotion.
The darkness will embrace
My lust to burn in its kill.

A gory stain escapes
From my mind…these weeps
Will bear no delight.
Veins pumping man’s iniquity
Pours more fury in the heart
I once had…
Winds blown by the dead
Dry the gruesome fears
Of life’s long and dark trail.

With this disgraceful odium
Of a life gone wrong
I know I’ll die alone:
Grace will forget my face,
Death will give me one
And pain will offer me its
Promise of the twilight.
I’ll be forgotten by grace
And remembered by wickedness
With all its shame of night.

In this dungeon of spikes
I’ll bleed to slay
My inner desires
To end this thick carnage
My tongue only knows blood
My mind only sees tenderness
Nothing seems right
Here in the fortress of evil
The sovereign of the underworld
Speaks through my bleeding ears.
A heart charred by life’s
Deceptive nature
Will beat with the rhythm of
The dying flurry owl’s howl.

Doused in its spiral wrath
I cannot flee from this confusing supremacy,
My skin melts with this gruesome embrace,
Tonight I’ll feast upon the flesh of this eve,
As daylight stalls this wretchedness
The cracks of my mind smolder
The last bit of breath my soul had…

Embracing Death’s Woes

Frozen inside still I
Bleed from your broken kiss,
A touch of ice embraces me
With a soaring sting of
An eternal affliction,
This forsaken truth
You’ve embraced charges
With a rage of lifelessness,
I ‘m left powerless
With the tears that are
The fragments of my soul;
My fortitude is forever gone.

When love stands still
Life is lost and grief is gained
When a man cries,
It’s all because it hurts
His soul’s core to touch
A love he once had,
His tears will force the
Sunflower face towards
The moonshine
Her voice will be captive of
The ocean’s pressure
And she’ll die like the waves
Of her emotions…

This immortal emptiness
Nurtures its ruins when night
Overcame life’s splendor
And every endeavor
I took to keep us away
From sorrow’s claws…
In this endless soreness
Bore our futile child.
These Hallow feelings
Will be my only foe.

These tears cannot reveal
My angst of numbness
That took me captive
When your life was denied:
My will to be departed with you,
This shame of life pierced through
My hopes like a lance of knights
And stole my lone essence,
Now I’ve got to face
This war of woes on my on.

Not There Anymore

To hold you once more
I’d give my soul and
I can never let go,
If my heart can sing
It’d be a song of life
To kill this death of hope.
Every day I pray for you to
Lead me into the star gate
Of your paradise
Where nothing can hurt me
And evil stings not my soul anymore.
I lost me when you lost you…
Who will dry my heart’s tears?
Who will chase the demons
From my nightmares? Who?
With this cry, I wish
For your rupture,
I feel like a lost soldier fighting
A war with the gods of man’s making,
My weapons kill the innocence of life
My woes will jeer at me,
These wounds will not heal,
This grief will kill,
Till I kneel to its rule,
My heart will forever
Bleed with every little
Love I’m left with…
But why mother?

A Cry of Shame

Keep my tears safe
In your hands of healing,
My chaste soul morns
The loss of life’s meaning,
My heart will drown
In the pain of this façade,
My love, please kiss the poison
From my sunken veins
And heal the scarred tissue
Of my depleted mind.
Now and forever
Hold me close
To your heart’s fatal desire
Let me out of this sorrow
A stain of emptiness gnaws
My emotions whenever you
Walk away from my heart.

This infinite affliction
Is all that I have:
Every heart beat
Brings me closer to
This unending flame
Of a love’s death.
I walk with my head
Down ashamed of all
That I became when we embraced
This disgraceful life.
Let my tear warm
Your heart, my cry will last
Till you heal,
My broken hope is sunk
By the darkness of our existence.


Now my eyes are cleansed
By the bloodshed of this
Untold spiritual misfortune
Here in the darkness
The fright of torment
Will leave me for dead
This shameful fate
Will feast upon my
Last clout‘s cry to rise
Above this doom’s will.
My solemn wreath is
The only prize I deserve
For this traitorous love
My heart has fallen victim to.
I’ll remain without a name
Without no pain to tame
My empathy will wilt with shame
And die softly in a wrath
Of that which angels fear.

Kissing Hope Away

I open a chapter of my life
Its blank pages stall my hope,
My heart’s ink is dry
Like a lie its promise is broken,
In this rain pain shall reign
I’ll kiss it
I’ll learn to love it
And I’ll bond with its madness
Till my hope is no more

As I walk on the beach of the dead,
My footprints in its wrath fade like
The blank chapters
Of a life I thought I lived
If I cry I’ll fall
If I don’t try I’ll pall
Beneath the essence of my being.
Broken between these mortal struggles
If I could break these chains
To free my spirit,
To give my soul a last hope,
To breathe the love of man,
I could…

The stars in the night sky
Sparkle tears of bliss
They twinkle like eyes
Of a dying galaxy
Tonight the skies have no
Answers, no wish to grant
And no soul to save
This night will be it
The moment of truth
But it’ll come when
I’m asleep…dreaming cherry
Tears of my wrecked soul.

Why I Smile

Like blossoming lilies in the swamp
I live with life’s untouched pleasures
And fine leisure’s harmony,
Like the bees, I taste the honey
I make as I fly within its utter glee,
Filled with life’s glory
Earth’s bliss will bless me with more
Of this foray’s enchantment,
This craze will cleanse my worries,
A simple gaze into my frown
Breaks my hollow woes
And whisks my hazy days away,
Again the sun will shine
And the darkness of my heart
Will be no more…
The gloomy thoughts I hold
Will burn in the sun
My joyful tears will water the yellow daisies
Of my spirit’s mazy garden of truth,
My immortal seeds of bliss
Will grow till they touch the sky
Of my mind’s celibacy of sorrowfulness.
Today I’ll smile like yesterday
Because I have no reason not to.