Mystic Oblivion

Among them she vanishes and dies
To the world she passionately hates.

In the night her unwanted spirit
Is killed by the feel of dark
Devotion.

Forever unknown she remains dead to all
And alive to the dead,
May her living soul rest in eternal peace.

Her Pathos

Her thoughts punctured by her exhausted mind,
Like a vein torn to threads, it bleeds
From the thorns that lay within her,

Her vindictive spirit yells out loud as her
Faith lets up,
The silhouette that she has become
Hides her like a fallen leaf from
An oak tree,

Demons demonstrate their joy by pilhouetting
In her mind as she intimately falls in
Love with her sorrow…She looses
Grip on life as she takes her last breath.

The Silent Words

22-Apr 13:18

What I did not say haunts me,
The thoughts that weren’t turned into
Words are slowly killing me,
It’s too late now, I’ve lost the chance
To be who I really Iam,

Guilt and desperation captivate my mind
As I lay here dying all alone,
Thoughts of you give me strength to take
Another breath,
But what I didn’t say is reason enough
For your hating me,

I feared you'd hate me if I had said
What my heart felt, I guess I didn’t trust my
Emotions because my heart isn’t smart,

What I didn’t say is the reason I can’t
Rest in peace, I messed up, I should have told
You, but the fear wouldn’t let me,
I believed them when they said it is a man’s
Weakness to fall in love,

My departure came abruptly, I dearly
Regret not loving you, Please forgive me?
Could you have loved me back?
I guess I’ll never know,

You shouldn’t shade your tears for me,
You will hurt me instead, Its not like you
Loved me,
All I beg of you is to erase me from your
World of splendor,

What I didn’t say made me hate you
Because of what you did to me,
The dreaded thoughts of you and the many sleepless
Nights are testimony to my mental torture,
By the time you read this, I’ll be
Long gone, to the land of the unknown,
Maybe I’ll meet you again…

Fall From Grace

Fallen angel fly away before they
Deny you your troubled life,
Flap your dark wings
And think not heavily for you’ll
Fall,

Take your sullen heart to them that
Hold the key to cure it from
The fatal stings…
Just fly away so that they
Don’t bring you down
Again,

The shameful breath you took will
Chase the life that burns in
Your spirit’s core,

Your only hope is to glide to
The valley of the lost and found
That lies beneath the dark weather reside
In serenity,

Fear not the spear of hate that is
Aimed for your heart for you’ll defeat the pain…
Listen to the solemn melody of
The harps that the angels of life play.

Fading Susie

She talks to the owls and sleeps on the wall,
Her silhouette only appears in the absence of light
When she’s all alone.

She walks backwards to deceive they that hunter her soul,
She wants to be alive but without breathing and feeling,
Her conscience fades with the coming of her dark friend
Who will take her home.

She follows the fairies through the maze of her mind
Where she lays confused and disillusioned,
The hypnotic glowing eyes in the bush call for her presence
As she fades to a world of darkness.

The truth whispers silence as she longs to uncover
The façade of her wounded heart,
At the sight of the truth she stumbles and falls in love
With a mystic face of doom she knows not.

Unloved

A nymph though she is the mirrors
In her mind reflect that which shes not,
A feud between love and hate resides
In her emotionless mind as she sits
Thinking what they all hate.

Out of body and out of mind
Her sorrow leaves her faceless…
They were all too busy for her…
She couldn’t take it anymore…
The deception was too overwhelming,
She had to do it…
They cant believe what she did,
She’s not hurting anymore.

Iciwa (Ghost)

In the night she cries

But never dies from the

Pain of being forsaken,

Again the rain washes her

Sullen tears as she stands

Crying in the fading sun.



The blood trail that taints her mind

Mauls the sanctity of the truth she holds,

In the dark she sits on his bedside and

Wishes she were there.